the start of something new

Different. I saw God in a different light the first time I walked into a youth service at Englewood Assembly of God. I saw that being a teenager didn't mean that I had to wait to grow up to make a difference for His kingdom. I saw people my age seeking the Lord with all their heart. That Friday night God was different and I was different.

The youth pastor, Pastor Josh, spoke of a generation rising up and proclaiming God's name, a generation that can turn a nation towards God. I never knew that I could be a part of such power. I realized what it meant to bear the image of God, to be an example to my peers. I know that I would not be the person I am today if it weren't for the encouragement and teachings of Pastor Josh. He has a heart for God and a burden for the youth of New Jersey. Him and his wife, Ms. Tiffany, have played such a major part in my walk with God and I love them.

Well, this morning it was announced to the church that Pastor Josh has sent in his letter of resignation. I already knew this because he had announced it at the end of youth service this past Friday. It's weird to grasp the fact that in a month's time they will no longer be a part of my church. I can't imagine a youth service without them. It's sad, but the change is inevitable. Who am I to stand against what God has planned?

Although it brings me sorrow to let them go, it's amazing how they are ministering to me even in their leaving. God has called them to minister to youth on a larger scale. They will be starting a school to equip ministers, artists, worshippers,etc. They are ready to take on the task to help raise up this generation, in this time, and in this state.

It would be so easy for them to say that they have something good and have spent six years ministering at my church. It would be very easy to stay where it's comfortable. They know that God has called them away from their comfort zone and wants them to rely on Him for all things. This new opportunity is completely different from anything they've ever done and they will be able to witness God carrying them through every step. God is faithful. I know that He will use Pastor Josh and Ms. Tiffany in mighty ways. They are amazing people and their love for the youth of New Jersey will penetrate many hearts.

As for the youth group, it is time for us to rise up and lead. Pastor Josh has spent six years equipping us for the job God knew we would have to undertake. We must pray for whomever God calls to take Pastor Josh's place, but in the mean time we need to put into practice what we have learned. As Pastor Josh would say, " You can't become spiritually constipated." We have sat in the pews every Friday night absorbing information and hearing the Word, but now is the time to be a doer of the Word.

I don't think my church will ever be the same. This is a drastic change for the youth ministery and I know that God is going to do something amazing. Although it's sad, I am super excited for what God has in store for me and my church in the future. It is not in our timing, but His and I can't wait to see the call God has for each and every one of us.